12/22 diary Strictly, this short passage could not be regarded as a diary, but just a general description of my recent performance. In the recent weeks, I always could not concentrate on the tasks at hand. It seems like something has blocked my thoughts, and I just sit there doing nothing and staring blankly. Some unrealistic imagination came into my mind, drived me to somewhere filling with fictional scenes.(YES, I AM MISSING A GIRL) My boss asked me to write a report about his fundation program, and conclude what I've done in the past few week in the morning. However, unfortunately I did little, so now the problem is, I don't know how to fill this report, and how to satisfy my boss without lying. 2018 will be over soon, but at this moment it seems that all the troubles piled up and I even couldn't make a breath. I wish I could recover as soon as possible, and then solve the problems one by one.