I'm a little bit sick of socializing. I god tired. I'm always extremely worried about what I said to people and my attitude because I'm an overthinker so I can't help thinking if I might have said something wrong to them. Especially after a drinking party. During the party, I'm a bit different than usual of course because of alcohol. It happened at times before, but lately it has always happened and I feel like I can't take a rest even for a minute, which is so stressful. Also, recently one of my closest friends had a very selfish attitude towards me when we hang out together. I was so shocked by that attitude and couldn't accept it. Even a few days after, I couldn't forget. I've wanted to spend my time alone and I've tried it as long as I can. I felt better. It's like a self- prevention for me. Even though I know It isn't a good thing, since connecting with others is really important for us to live, I want to be alone and want to enjoy my time alone for now.