A dream I had ince. .. He said that he didn't want to enjoy something wrong, he said. .. if it was up to him, he'd be right by my side, yet all he has ever done is presenting excuses for the broken promises. I thought this time should be different, after all we 're both old enough and we already went through much, so. .. I thought we can't just walk away of it. .. so, why not? let's give it another chance, let's push a little harder. .. and let's wish it's going to be brighter. A day passed by, and another. .. and another. .. still, I spend the time reading old messages, having same old pathetic smile, but today. .. it was really different! I can't just watch my self sinking, what's the use of all this drama. .. I prefer to be stabbed than being poisoned. .. at least, less pain, less time to suffer! It was me who walked away, with a cut through my heart. .. it's bleeding yet beating, so . .. I am just fine, and soon. .. I will be having another chance for dreaming.