Art in my life Sometimes is common feeling loneliness and devastation. It´s hard find out a sort of realese in daily tasks. I guess (sometimes) is actually productive take account of this. Taking our consciousness and make a pause to reconsider that something positive could emerge of the whole situation. Under centain circumstamces art is the only way I guess. The only that keep my mind alive. And make me believe that everything will turn into a better perspective perspective someday.... Which would be the limit of enclosures? Does actually exit a limit for that ? or which would be limits our mind inflict to us? In one way or another we all take conscious of this when we really realize that we are alone in this world and no one cares about it. We actually realize that only belonging we have is our inner voice wich impuse us towards. How couldn't be possible to get obsessed with music which make that voice shout louder and louder every day? How Couln´t leave my willing strength under the only thing which make me feel alive? Living slave to the wage. Accept rules. Be perfect. And Going through wich is alredy stablished without making any question. And considering that the previous things would be fulfilled, you will still doubting to everybody for eternity.... But first of all you will be in doubt with yourself. Not finding the reason why we should accept indisputabled questions. We couldn't meet happiness without painful I guess Just looking for a way to run away from that vicious circle.

Society and human behavior Living in a word where the existence in itselfs is been carved into images. Just like pinheads which are. It not as an arduous task believe that such a thing has poked up into the deepest in our lives. They need that drug being shoted up into their veins, running through them, to make them feel alive. Don´t comprehend weather that might fell people to be more connected, or are they setting out in a far away trip indeed?. Disconected from reality buy prone to falled onto the same ridiculous sterotypes of what a woman or a man is supposed to be. Ego maybe? Or just a retrograde ideal of building a sense of belonging inside certain groups? Where was the whole refinement of a well known bussines woman who comed out from the toilet without washing her hands? Maybe those microbies are still rotten her brain retenlessly Or Where had gone the whole authoristarism of a man who is no able to be empatic with his collegues? Is it in fact something what is worth to be developed? Is it something which can be called “respectful”? Hypocrisy. Unlfortunately it reseambles as if society can not be managed without it.

Society and human behavior Living in a word where the existence in itselfs is been carved into images. Just like pinheads which are. It not as an arduous task believe that such a thing has poked up into the deepest in our lives. They need that drug being shoted up into their veins, running through them, to make them feel alive. Don´t comprehend weather that might fell people to be more connected, or are they setting out in a far away trip indeed?. Disconected from reality buy prone to falled onto the same ridiculous sterotypes of what a woman or a man is supposed to be. Ego maybe? Or just a retrograde ideal of building a sense of belonging inside certain groups? Where was the whole refinement of a well known bussines woman who comed out from the toilet without washing her hands? Maybe those microbies are still rotten her brain retenlessly Or Where had gone the whole authoristarism of a man who is no able to be empatic with his collegues? Is it in fact something what is worth to be developed? Is it something which can be called “respectful”? Hypocrisy. Unlfortunately it reseambles as if society can not be managed without it.

How to deal with daily problems. Many times I lose myself in wonders. Many questions without any answer or a very intrincated one. Typically common one. There are things wich comes about to certain people, and it is absolutely unfair that it happens in that way. It can be fail desitions we made, faliures in our desitions or things we could had never get out of it. In one way or another I would had been matter of time their development. Usually I prone to cling wondering myself why life is so unfairly in certain aspects? I´ve runned out with People who don´t deserve such dreadful episodes or suffering illness wich defenitely should not be playing an active role in those scenarios. There are a lot of unfairness throughout their lives. People tends to be not emphatic whit situations wich are not directly realeted with them. And many times it is true taht they can even are able to draw a comparison between their lives and the other´s lives. In other cases it became in a final step, where something pretty similar is founded in their life. And that is the moment when they surprisingly turn into in a blank canvas. The first reaction is set out ourselves in a journey were we can be easily depicted as If we were beings absolutely reluctant to accept the thing or even more.. it seems that our actitud will never change. An arrogant or unyielding actitud wich its only duty reseamble to stay in that mood forever. I consider the only way to cuts down the negative effects or consecuences of whatever be the problem we need to deal with is: trying to take it in as soon as it would have possible. After a while it is not as diffucult come back to reality. Because the roughest time has gone and those thought that you had put backwards are in life once again. The difference is that now it is easy to visualize a new Landscape.. The staff we have stumbled across, turned into new oportunities to take advantages of them and recognize and worth what we do have.

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The importance of art in my life I´ve always been blowed away by the fact of how our brians Works and how it develops relation according to what correct and incorrect is. It accounts what is bauty indeed. It is an ardue process achieve a complete understanding of relationship/friendship or even any else relation beetween humans being. For those who find an extreme difficult tap into with the idea of getting new friends or meeting new people (sometime even considered as a challange). Reconecting with basic stuff like painting, drawing, playing some instrument or even writting can be considering as a way of conexión to understand life and express it in a healthy way. Sometimes it is the only thing you have to allay those emotions wich overwehlmed and those ideas you wich come up ressentlesly into your mind. Those stuff wich you can not express with words but express them through music or drawing. So we can find with ourselves instead of falling into an utter state of grieflessness. Unexpectedely I realised that is time to accept those queer and wacky feelings and thoughts. Despite the fact of getting ride of them or trying to disguise them would be easier but they amend day by day. So it is usless. Once I read a quote from Placebo´s Singer who said: - "When people Heard the Word "beatutiful", they expected something to be pretty. And for me that´s not always necessarily the case". Why is it so difficult recognise that so? I completely agree with it. Secluded and intrincated thought are where the truly beauty takes place. Instead of admit them we just try to be able to fit with society impose. I reckon that if most people would accept that, world relationships would be simplier and less complicated. People tend make up stories most of the time, or even give false opinions just to be icluded in certain groups. They are not trying to take you in, they are just looking for a mechanism to make the society Works. But the fact is that those mechanisms are not literrally, they always contain second meanings, wich are not easy to understand. To be inmerse in a world where everything is like a puzzle can be desvastated and tired. At least in art some kind of realese can be found, with no questions or asking for explanations.

Nothing is trivial_ The crow ...And one day you suddenly wake up and you will realize that all those things that you were worry about, all those things that make you feel angry or depressed have not sense at all. And the enterety or fullness of life take place in those small things. Sometimes those little pieces of ashes come from everywhere and actually we don`t even figure out that they can turn out into a significantpart in our life. It is need to get round to do whatever we want.Those stuff we pronosticate everyday because of reluctency or just or because they are considered as if they were not as much meaningful as they really are. In fact we gain nothing put them off. Important things most of the time are intangible so they are looked into wrong places... or inside wrong people indeed. After several tries and failure I realized what is essential. I was pointing at wrong aim. I decided take what push me to next step but leave what make me stay at the same place, without growing ... just surviving. And it had turn into my existence, my reality and my daily life. Many times my mind tend to escape from reality but nothing will be get running away from here. Giving up that feeling of lonileness and davastation and eventually.. without even thinking on it you just run into someone who can understand the same that you had always thought and come across with those things wich had been tought as unimagined. By that time you would had been completely convinced of what you want and what you don't. And you are not going to accept less than that. And finally you would had been enough strong to not be broken. Everything como about because of something. That is the time when it is completely understanded that nothing is trivial.

Fireflly (Can anybody correct it please ^^?) I saw this picture follow by a Little paragraph at he botton saying something like this: - "Many children of our era have never seen a firefly bacause they are under extinction"- This basic premise gave me back some recurrent thoughts, I can not wipe them out. I know it is about a Threatened species wich is being disputed, but I would like to make an analogy with life in itself. Nor external, neither detached with the vulnerability of daly life. Day after day we wonder relentlessly ourselve, what the life is. Are we envisaging a point of view, which under centain paramether is right or not? Any attempt to grasp this reality without taking account what we already were, in where we already had been or even with who we met will move up to failure. I consider as people´s life as happy situations can be faded away in a blink of an eye. The incessant problem live on either aspect of our reality. We tend "need" to hold on something.We fall down into those deep roots, we had build. Like those firefly,wich are geeting away from us... Maybe because of human disregard... or just because they are enclosing a cyle, We should give us away the opportunity of considering that either day is a gift. Beyond of those grace days, in where we could play with yhis Little luminescence criatures. We need to continue reawakening every day. Trying to deal with we had already made. Leaving behind the whole thing wich get us down, or put us under the weather. Overall don´t looking back anger.

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