Changed Not everyone will always understand you on how you could be like so and so. You changed a lot and you became so different. You're no longer your previous soul. You seems strange, your clothes, your smile, even the way you tell some joke, everything has changed. Some people might wonder, "what've make you changed?" Tell them for free. Tell everything they would ask. But don't worry about their respons. They will not always understand you. So it's okay. Just clamp your believes, fly away, enjoy your own self. Because respecting yourself is more valuable than just pleasing them. They are nothing, so live your life upon your values. And be strong

It's terrible for me to speak I don't know why i have a problem with speaking. Either speaking my own language or foreign languages. I think i need more practice on public speaking. I just love to write and am not good in speaking. I have no idea about what to write today. I only have these words to say. Tonight is so hot in my hometown eventhough it usually raining all day. Umm by the way would anyone like to be my english partner? I talk with female only :)

Am i ailurophobia honestly I love cats. For me, cats are adorable but on the other side it makes me feeling tickled when it touches me directly or pulls up my clothes that im wearing. i love to rub cats, kiss them, but not to hug them haha. im scared of the nails and fangs lol. especially when they are playing around inside my house (as my sister had a kitty).. so when the kitty played around my house i used to go away from her (her name is nala). sometimes i hidden my self in my bedroom to stay away from her. but i loved her so much.. hehe

I am Proud to be Muslim Being a muslim is such an incredible thing I've ever had. I don't know how words can say but exactly it feels so amazing. I cried a lot to my God weather it was tears of joy or a real sadness. I totally believe in my God that He will never waste me, He will never bring me into badness as long as I'm holding His path. Some people think that being a muslim is full of harshment, too strict, and so on.. but for me, those thoughts are come from those who are far away from their true path. I felt this only about 3 months ago when i back to Allah (my God), i mean when i repented. Yeah,, it was my pure feeling. those joyful, those tears, those words that i said to God have changed my life. I just wanted to say that I'm so in love with Allah and can not wait to meet Him in Heaven. I wish you guys also will be back to Him, repent, prostrate, and ponder that He's very close to us. Alhamdulillah for everything. All praise is due to Allah

i was chosen as a master of ceremony in japanese day festival and these are my complaint last day i was so tired been a master of ceremony in japanese festival. it held more than 12 hours under the very hot sun and the dazzling shine. it made my skin becomes darker now. couldn't help! yesterday made me got hard headache and i was sooo dizzy. umm.. and also my face. its totally becoming more dirty because of the dust on that day. i hate this.. it increases the acnes on my face, and no doubt, my face isn't in good looking at all.. maybe that's all for today and thank you