I am not cold, but i feel lonely, i want a hug, i need a hold-pillow. The weather became colder and colder, now the Autumn is really coming, the Summer is over. Actually, i am not feel very cold, i am a little strong, fat, I have enough power to withstand this weather. But.... i really want a hold pilliow by heart, my heart is lonely, i want some support from the hug with the pilliow. some courage.....

I am so tired. Recently, these two days, i am so tired. i found the part-time job, a servier in the hotel. Oh, i went to work for two days. And today, there is no job in the hotel, so i don't go to work, now, i just stay in my dorm by myself. All the other roomates had already went to the Asian Sports Villiage for the preparation for the Asian Sports. Our title is the servier but not the student from now no untill the finish of the Asian Sports. Just me in the dorm, so poor. Of course, i will go to work for the Sports, too. Maybe the end of this month, whatever, sooner or later.

Liky xuan's notebook entry: Sep 08, 2010 The new term is coming now. This term is my last year in campus, therefore, i feel a little nerves. The time flies so quickly. Now i am a junior, i have to prepare to find a job next term. Actually, i still have not the thought of working. Maybe my family had provided me with so comfortable life. i need to think about my future. What i want to do, what kind of jobs i can do. It seems that it is the time to prepare everythings that you will encounter in future. I am at a loss to my future. I am hopeful to my future. I believe that where there is a will, there is a way. I know that i can have a good life. All these are the expections. Now you need to work hard..

New campus Next year, we are the junior. Yesterday, we went to our new campus for renting a bus by ourselves instead of the arrangement by our foreign language department. Today is so tired because i need to carry the baggages to the floors from first to sixth. Yesterday, i carried all my things to Room 603.

what will you do in the coming summer holidays? do you have some plan for the holidays? i would have planed to find a summer job, but my mother said that i should help with the work in family. therefore, i will spend my holidays at home.... haha..

why we waste so many time in useless things? Before opening the computer, i will suppose that what i should do in net.(like practicing the oral english, watching some news, learning the new word,puting the knowledge leart in class into practice...all the things are meaningful) However, the facts go contrary to one's wishes, we will waste so many time in the other things that seems very insteresing but useless. i don't know why, is it that i am lack of willpower? and when i am doing the other things, i will find some excuses to make it sense. but i know, that is wrong. sometimes i think it further, is the other case also the same ? Though we have a specific goals, as a result, we still will hard to get there to achieve our goals. frequently, we'll do something else and forget our original purpose. Do you have the same thing in your life? just tell me.. hope to share with you..

Play water in dorms do you have some activities that you played in childhood? however, now we have little chance to attend it..when we want to play it, and then we will have the thought that i am not a children... do you still remember the scence that full of laughters? those days are so happy, but now, with our growing up, there are more and more things appear in you life, you need to handle it, you need to work for it...as if more and more pressure...i know, i know ,life is still going on, life is hopeful today, before we have a shower, we played water ourside the rooms, it is so funny that both of us look like a drowned rat!

How to console a girl in love how to console a girl in love, she even said that: would it be finished if i went to die, i lived so tired...

i was so scared last night, we can't find her anywhere. we afreid that she would do something crazy.