PURSUE MY TRUE FEELING So many times they persuade me to attend the public functionary test and they are doing some preparation for me . I ever thought it . cause in their eyes or even in my heart ,I'm not a girl that is strong enough and can challenge the life. A stable and quite life maybe more appropriate for me . Maybe the public functionary will help me enjoy a life like this . then I can spend my lifetime peacefully . However , I have dreams . At least, they deserve a chance to be demonstrated whether they are fitable for me . I just don't want to do something i'm not very interested in my whole life . Maybe there will be lots of difficulties waiting for me if I insist my own choices, but they are still my choices . I still have courage to pursue my true feelings from the deep of my heart . No matter how hard the life will be , let me try even if I will cry.