The Panda Eyes
When My beautiful eyes becomes to look like a the panda eyes, i feel so upset.

The world It looks very, very, black dark through these panda eyes of mine., i have been feeling out of spirits [*or* down *or* depressed] for a long time, because i have bad qulity I've had difficulty sleeping., i've have spent many sleepless nights and i have [troubling?] dreams every time I go to [*or fall asleep] sleep. I think I have a spend most of night with my obsessive thoughts night of obsessive-compulsive, although i have nothing to do., i also, I'm unable to don't go to sleep early,because I can't just can't seem to fall asleep fall in sleep in early time.

It looks no like my medication can't stop my obsessive thinking, or rumination. them~~~

Without adequate sleep, my feelings tend to darken like a Panda's eyes. Then, I feel a lack self confidence and i dont' want to feel like meeting anyone., i don't like this current situation one of my mine,it make me un slef confident. T-T~~~~~~