Hello, Meet My Pain All words in a title must be capitalized.

Tonight, the wind is howling outside the door, tonight. I am wide-awake. Everything is still except for my heartache. Silently, you had walked out of my heart without noticed just like when you came into my life, unnoticed. Your ignorance is a powerful weapon giving in driving me away.   but I am quite sure that your love you gave to me before is perception gave me is real 1 and not imagination. I fear when I can’t cannot feel it, because I know that I am lost in the darkness, without no direction, without warmness and no warmth. How many times I have told myself, “Don’t worry, you will find the road towards the to joy. It just have sealed by the day you find itIt had been blocked since you were looking for it.”

From nowhere, a voice whispered beside in my ears “Surrender! Darling, surrender to him.” I did what it the voice told me but my self-esteem slapped me violently. It is said that you Reap what you ye sow. I keep on questioning myself what I had I done in have done to deserve losing him. To my surprise, from the beginning to the end, he had predicted that we were not meant to be together. Trust is the soul of any relationship. Why does he start contiune, knowing we are hen he knows there is doomed to fail? Is he being timid or does he wind up all with Did he try to me kind or just to teaseing me? I failed, not because of the block of distance between us, but the wall in he built around in his heart. Ever since those terrible days, I have entertained myself by watching comedy comedies as comfort so as not to suffer too much, but I still I have not been able to climb out of this hole that I dug for myself. don’t sufficiently well get it over.

You just take a glimpse, I am addicted. Just take a look at me.  I am so pathetic.

“Diddle considered as one of the exact sciences.” Don't understand what you are trying to say here.  You are a good at it, because actor for I am blinded by your lies. I pretty understand that you won’t will never swallow your pride. You just are but like a child who is afraid of losing what you love.  So you hold held back. If you could see who really understand you, you would know that I could risk it all just for being your lady. What a pity, you never look it through. If you look at me, you will understand that I will risk all for you.

Tonight I shall meet you and meet my pain once more again.

1.  I am only guessing.  I think you need to give me your Chinese version for better accurate correction.