My career questions I am an areospace engineer. I began to work on July, 2006, but the total time of work is only 49 months, because I quit my job twice and rested for quite a long time. From September,17 to September, 27, I found it too difficult to find a job, maybe it's because I rested 15 months. I couldn't find a job, and my money was almost exhausted. I got into extremely anxiety. I could only eat a little food, my legs couldn't feel strength. I went to bed early and fell asleep late, but the next morning, I woke up quite early. If this situation contiued for another week, maybe I will suicide. What to do next, this was the only question is my mind. Yes or no, this way or that way, a fierce battle happened in my mind. Eventually, I made my decision: stay here. It's not an easy decision, but quite an important decision, it will decide what I will be in the nexe ten years. After the decision, my appetite came back, I ate a lot. My happiness was also back. I smile to everyone I meet. My energy came back, I can feel my legs now.