when you are older, your dream<em>s</em> become smaller.
As I a child of 7 years old, I wished that I would <em>become</em> president. <em>As</em> president, I could bring <em>about</em> peace and happiness for all people. <em>As I grew</em> older, I wanted to <em>become</em> a CEO of an multinational company <em>and </em>lead my company to be the most powerful company ever. When I was in high school, I hoped I would be a successful person: I could take care of my family and support them <em>in any way they need</em>. <em>Time passed steadily</em> until <em>the day came that </em>I realize<em>d</em> how hard life <em>is</em>. <em>Now</em> I just want to have a good job <em>and</em> I am very scare<em>d</em> of <em>being</em> jobless. <em>P</em>eople say : <em>As you get </em>older, your dream<em>s</em> <em>get</em> smaller. Today I went to tour les jour restaurant for an appointment. <em>A </em>friend of mine invite<em>d</em> me to join a <em>charity team</em>. <em>There </em><em>would</em> be a big <em>charity campaign</em> with variety of activities and we <em>would have to orchestrate</em> a lot of events and competition<em>s</em>. <em>B</em>ecause I had no experience <em>putting</em> event<em>s together, </em>I thought that <em>this could be</em> real chance for me to learn something about that. <em>Thus </em>I decided to <em>take part</em>. My friend said that you would <em>join a group of</em> ten <em>people</em>, <em>who would</em> form a team. <em>These </em>were called <em>the</em> core team<em>s</em> <em>of </em><em>the</em> campaign. I replied <em>"W</em>ow! That is amazing!<em>",</em> although I did not know <em>yet how I could contribute</em>. Then my friend introduce me to the others. I knew some of them <em>from</em> before. <em>T</em>hey asked me to introduce myself, <em>and </em>I did <em>this </em>obediently. then they <em>asked</em> me some questions, <em>like "</em>What do you want to do in the future?<em>", </em>"What are your favorite<em>[?]</em>?<em>", </em><em>"W</em>hat do you specialize <em>in</em>?" bla..bla...bla... <em>O</em>h my god, I <em>couldn't think of</em> <em>any</em><em> answers</em>, but to save my face, I tried to <em>say</em> a lie [<em>or simply: I lied. or maybe: I lied my way through it]</em>... <em>T</em>hen it was their <em>turn</em>, one by one.... <em>T</em>hey answered <em>clearly</em> and very specific<em>ally. </em>I could not believe due to some foolish face like that <em>[meaning unclear]</em>, all of them have their own plan and they know what they want to and how to get it, I look <em>back </em><em>at</em> myself... <em>I</em>t was terrible... <em>I felt so</em> disappointed <em>with</em> myself...
I am living like a tree. <em>N</em>o plan. <em>N</em>o work hard. <em>E</em>verything around me is zero... how do I improve my <em>situation?</em>