Living with my friends I want to know my friend's feeling. I couldn't understand it but I always pretended I know your feeling, I accept your feeling. Because if I didn't pretend, we couldn't keep good relationship, I thought. These days we haven't been keeping touch each other and I've always been thinking how my friend is feeling now. If I ask my friend how you feel now, it will be easy to understand how my friend feels but I can't. Because I've still pretended and it is time to not contact with my friend. If I contact with my friend, our relation will be worth and worth. I know my friend doesn't want to contact me right now, not now. I have to find own way and I want handle my way. I've met a lot of friends and they are not same. There are some kind of friends and I am so. My friends teach me a lot about our life.