Depression I am 19 years old. There had been so many issues or incident in my family. Since my birth, I have been seeing. Thing is that my parents sacrificed a lot for their brothers or sisters and make us (the children) sacrifice too. Now when they are all fit and fine or established in their place they're not even grateful. On top of that, they are causing emotional harm to my parents. I never ever expected that the loved ones could do so whom we trusted so much. Just because of them we are facing a lot of problems in our personal family. Since after my birth, there had been a lot of incidents. Misunderstandings are being created among my parents. All of these effects me so much. I can't even ignore them or let them not effect me. Most of the time I stay depressed. I do look okay from the outside but inside I'm all broke. No one would understand what I go through most of the time. I had to see a lot of things which wasn't meant for me. I could have lived a normal life but a good life didn't choose me so. And I don't even have anyone with whom I can share my problems just to feel light. But others can share their problem with me. I don't know why I am not able to share. The thing is that I am afraid of being judged maybe? Everything is so fucked up in a complicated way. My life, my career, and my family too! I wanted a way out of this but there's only darkness anywhere I see. I am becoming mentally sick slowly. Neither do I want to trust anyone nor do I want to help anyone. People are so cruel. It's better to be selfish and not compromise for others. But it's too late for us to be selfish.