just living.... Sometimes,especially nowadays I think about my all life and why i am living....what is my aim?what is my benefit for life?yes i know maybe i.am.feeling down and blue nowadays.is there anyone like.me?or am i lonely???

why ın turkey people ıncludıng me know englıh only ın theory ıf they dont go abroad??

ı wanna speak fluently but ı have noo self confıdence about ıt.because even ıf ı know grammar very well ı am not good at speakıng cause ı am educated only on that subject.and ıt makes me feel bad....