Random stuff SuZhou is getting so cold now. Actually not that cold. I was born in the South, get used to the warm weather. And i got my first credit card :D　I like the black color of it. It's funny that i don't like math and i'm having a job which i have to do math all the time. I'm so excited that i‘m going to quit this job soon, but leaving some lovely workmates makes it a bit sad. And i'm going to have an unknown trip. Why? Cause i don't plan much about it, i'm lazy or maybe don't know how. Wish something good would happened. LOL. About music,I like his---Florian Bur Thanks for reading this.

How do you control your emotions (你怎么控制自己的情绪）

Everyone has emotions. There are many emotions like happy,anger,sad,moved,etc. And many that you can't even find a word to describe it. But sometimes it just become too much that you need to control it. Because when it becomes too much,it hurts yourself and maybe someone else. If anyone made me angry,i would make myself thinking about his/her good.Then you won't feel this much anger later. I'm good at control anger.I'm terrible at control sad,when somethings makes me sad, that feeling would just stuck in my chest and can't breath. Many people would suggest you to find something to distracted yourself. And that's reallly a good way. It doesn't really fix the problem though. Cause you can't keep yourself distracted 7/24. Then the sad would just come back to torture you. That's my opinion. What about you?

ps:please correct any mistake in this. thank you:)

Travel I like travel. But i prefer the nature. I'm not a big fan of shopping. Want to go somewhere with the wild view. Like beach ,sea , desert, grassland草原. etc.

Funny thing of my last article I wrote a topic which is take adventure when you are still young yesterday. When i start writing and it ran far away from that and became something random. lol. I shared some musics to a new friend and he doesn't like them at all. A bit upset about that. But i found someone who likes the same music when i came on here. That feels really good. Today i want to share another song--Boards of canada-Dayvan cowboy. Oh,there's one more thing that i said i booked a flight to Perth which has to stop in Kuala Lumpur for 14hours. I got the confirm Email and it says i only have to stop there for about 2 hours. So weird. And i have to call the company for sure. Haha, thanks for reading this. :) have a nice day everyone.

Take some adventures when you are still young I found that i had wast a lot of time when i'm looking back.But how do i make the life more (?)can't think of better word for it. I’ve been thinking a lot about myself. And i shouldn't treat him as everything in my life. Actually i have many thing else to care about. Like my families my friends. etc. Looking for any cover of the song--creep on youtube tonight. i love this song but it brings back heaps memories of him. I like to share music with people who like the music similar as mine.

sunday Now is 14:38 of Sunday, there's heavy rain outside.Fortunately that i don't have to work today.Felt so awful these two weeks,wish i can get out from the broken relationship. I will try to write a note everyday.I wrote one yesterday,but no one correct it for me yet.I'm still waiting. :) I booked a very cheap flight to Perth last night and it stop at Kuala Lumpur for more than 14 hours. I think need a plan for that 14 hours.

working Today is Saturday, but I'm still working. Day off tomorrow.Many companies here only give you one day off per week. Usually I would so excited, but not this time. Everything I did and everything I'm going to do seemed pointless (meaningless)since my boyfriend broke up with me. I think I probably have depression. Thought about to see a doctor, but what they say I probably heard it from friends thousand times. So I changed my mind. I am that kind of person who can't easy to let go. Sometimes I wish I'm having a stone heart. Wish everyone has a nice day.

morning (Please correct any mistake in this, thank you )It's 8:15 right now.the sadness came in my mind as quick as it can as usual. Trying to think of something else, but doesn't work. Get up to brush teeth, wash face ect(any word for this kind of things you would do after you get up) and get ready to work.I know it's hard to get better, but I will try. (Break up with ex a week ago)