Last day in my life :) Steve Job has said " if today were my last day, would I do what I'm doing. If the answers was "no" too many days in the row. I'd make a change. I considering if today were my last day. What would I do? Frist of all, I'd go visit all my relative and my friend. Spend time with them. Buy them some gift. Tell them all my feeling about them. Make food for them. Second, I'd eat all my favorite food. My favorite food are noodles, pizza, spaghetti. Third, I would make a list. which things I regret in all my life. I would change it if I have a change.

Almost die This morning I drove my car on the highway. It was raining very hard today. I drove very fast, almost 80 kpm. When I saw the kpm I was freaking out and put on the brake suddenly. That makes the tire was flat, my car were sliding for a long and it went around. I lose control of the wheel. I was freaking out and my head said " no no no no don't die don't die. you couldn't die like this". It happened very fast. Just 5-6 second and I could control my car again. My head and my leg were shaking after that. I have to calm down and move forward until I find some place to parking. Now I have to find a way to fix my car and do something with insurance.

what for?? What you come to this life for? Some people come for the fame Some people come for playing the game Some people come for challenges Some people come for the pure property What I come to this life for? I come to this life for visiting. I come to this life for meeting new people I come to this life for doing something wonderful!!!

Letter for me 2 years later. This is a letter I write for myself 2 years later. 2 years later I could look back and see what I done. Dear future Tiffanya, Today is September 9, 2016 I hope 2 years later when You read this one again you can smile because what you have done. I hope you will be a badass in your career, make your dream comes true is doing well in business. I hope you could be great marketer. You could be owner of several store. Be a good woman, have childrens and being with your good man. You could be improve your communication skills. You could collect a lot of skills for your lifetime. I hope you can do it now and then.

Soulmate! What is soulmate? Soulmate is a person who you can count on, who you can put your truth in, who you can share everything, who never leave you, who always beside you when you go though up and down, who never judge you, accepted whoever you are. And yes, I have a soulmate. She is very nice, she is very kind and she has a golden heart. She live by all her heart, always push people forward, helping people. She like an angel to me. I love her so much. I love the way she is. She is more than a friend, more than a sister. She is my soulmate. She is very important person in my life. I can say that is the most important. But today I realize she is going to leave me. She has some problem and she could not stay in this world for long. When I know it my heart is broken. I feel bad, I can not imagine one day I could not see her anymore. I don't know what I going to to without her. When you lost your soulmate is seem like half or than half of you go away. your soul feel so empty, lonely and it knock you down. I sad but I can do nothing. That is life and that is reality. We all have to accept it. All I can think is if someday she pass away I would go with her. I'm so in the bad mood and very emotional.

Are you a hesitater?!? I bet everybody in this world they have a lot of hard time to make a decision. Let I tell you a story about making a decision. Long time ago, a monk walked on the street and he saw a dog which being injured very hard. So the monk bring him to home and prescribe for him. That dog very thankful about it and he live with the monk and never leave the monk. Of course the dog lead a religious life also. One day, when he goes to the river and smell the grill meat over the river. He can not control his crave so that he decide swim to the river to get it. The monk know that and he prevent the dog while the dog in the middle of the river. the monk said: " Come back to me, we can not eat meat and over the river is very dangerous. Don't go there please". The dog hear it and he remember all the time he being with the monk, he remember how the monk treat him, the monk give him love and he want to come back. But the smell of meat is closer and make him really want to eat that. So he doesn't know what to do. Come back to the monk or go ahead to get the meat. He is so hesitate and finally he was death by drowning in the middle of river. That is a good story huh. I know sometime it's really hard to make a decision. We can take a risk or we can miss a chance. but if we not clear cut we will death by drowning like that dog.

Jealous?!?! In my country they have a idiom like this " if you look up someone better than you, you would feel worse but if you look down someone more worse than you, you would feel better". In this life, nobody is the same. we are unique. But sometime we compare ourselves with others even our relative, best friend. At school, you would sad if your best friend have a bad scores. but wait you would have more sadness if your best friend have a better score than you. Someone just move to a bigger house and tell you. so you wanna a bigger house than they. they have something you always wanna a better one. Yes, sometime it is good because it makes you try to be better. but sometime it's not. When we jealous with somebody, we waited our energy for that and we can't do anything. we always follow them and see what they do what they have. and the worst thing is we have bad about ourselves. we lose confident. So how can we improve it? In my opinion, the best way to improve it is we should take attention ourselves. we makes a plan or goal of our life to makes our life better. when we complete it we will feel good and at that time we realize feeling good inside is better than compare with others. I think the idiom at the beginning is a little bit wrong. we don't need look up or look down someone else. just be yourself. let's compare yourself at this time with that past and future. that's all. p/s: that is all my experience and my opinion :) :)

Tho?!?! Can anyone tell me the meaning of the word "THO". People usually in the end of the sentence.

The, a, an!?! Can anyone tell the differenc THE; AN and A. When we use each other?