To my first love You will never know I love you. It is almost 2 years since I fell in love with you. The most exciting moment for me is when I hear you laughing. You will never know how exciting I was when you chatted with me. I thought that was enough, because I could see you every day. Although you sat far from me. Now, we gradulated from senior high school. I know, it will be very hard for me to see you again. I miss you. I often watch your video and photos. The last time we get together, I took many photos of you. In order not to let you fell that, I took many photos and videos of others classmates too. Although I have watched the video many times, my heart beat very fast each time I hear you singing. Not until that moment did I realize how much I love you. Jie, do you know, I didn’t love you at first sight. Instead, I didn’t remember your face at first sight. I only know your name, and you are the monitor of my class. When did I fell in love with you? I didn’t know the exactly time. Maybe during the time I know you love my roommate, a very lovely girl. During that time, you often chatted with me to get more information of her. I know your aim. And I am glad to help you at first. But after a few weeks, something is different. You told me the weather of tomorrow, reminded me of taking the umbrella or out up more clothes. Although I know you did these things wasn’t for me , just for that girl. I thought you are stupid, you knew that girl didn’t love you, she loved another boy. You did these things every day and you didn’t want her knew. Maybe , during that time , I fell in love with you, I love you selfless love. I was moved by your selfless behaviour and your devotion to the class. In my eye, you are the real man . How stupid I am! My best friend told me, it wasn’t the real first love, because you didn’t know my love. But I am satisfied with it. Thanks to the gold, he let me to meet you and you brought me so much happiness. I won’t tell you I love you now. Maybe , a few years later, I will tell you my love. Maybe I won’t tell you forever.

First notebook entry: Introducing myselfI In order to practise my English ,I come here to make friends with you .I hope you can help me practise English.I think the most difficult thing for me is communicating with others in English.And I want to make friends with people from other countries.