is it really defficult to love someone? love will die if held too tightly, love will fly if held too lightly, friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship~never. you may be one person to the world, you may be the world to one person, to love is nothing,to be loved is sth, to love and be loved is everything.

my college now,i am a senior in college and it is near the time that i enter into society for job. i feel the things in my school is so beautiful that i don't want to leave here.at this monment, there are kind teachers,ture friends and nice peope in my mind. Cindy,do u scare of leaving here?do u scare of entering society?do u scare of facing all kinds of problems and phenomenons by urself?maybe the answer is yes but u can't speak it out for the reason of u don't want to become a adult.after ur graduation,u are not a child any more,ur parents won't stay with u always and u have to learn how to deal with the vorious kinds of relationships with others. no bad temper allowed. u can't do anything u want. what i want to do at this monment is to cherish what i have,enjoy it.the college life will be one of my most beautiful and unforgetable memery in my life.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself Life is a long journey.During the lifetime,there are sorrows and happiness,ups and downs,and it is full of coulor and achievements. I gain a lot,psychologically and physically. Most people believe that university is the ivory tower where we enrich knowledge,improve our observations and learn methods. it is well known that it is an ideal place for learning,becouse there are numerous excellent teachers both acadamically and pratically. Reading and study shape my inclination and associating with different people makes me grow up. This makes me think a lot about the meaning of life,and it lets me know that it is contribution not demanding that values. what i have learned it is that when u are in a tight corner,maybe someone will give u a hand and help u out,which give u warmness and happiness. What is more,i know the ture meaning of tolerance,understanding and considerration. When coming up against difficulties and frustrations,i don't just turn to others for help any more,becouse nobody can help u out all of those difficult situations in the future. When facing failure, i no longer just feel disppointed and upset for the result,but think about why i fail and how to succeed next time. Another point i realised is concerned with personality.Personality plays an important role in our life and a good credit and image is the passport of our future life. Only with such can we have a say in our interaction with others.u are what u say；the action what u behavior tell ur identity. They are ur labels. Once ur image is stained,it is just like a scar accompanying for a long time which could not get rid of easily.All of these exert great influence on me. University is, in any sense, an ideal land,which showed me a colorful and changable world;and it is more like a society,which made me grow up.

Cindy's notebook entry: The day of Apr 15,2011 What’s wrong with you? Cindy, Why are you look so blue? Are you feel lonely? Do you satisfied with your current life? There are so many unhappy things that happens in our life, you should keep a right attitude towards this unpleasant things. This is your real life, don’t expect your life will go on as what you want to leave. Sometimes there are no one exist that can be your cloth friend. Maybe there is no one you can tell your real fillings. But please don’t fill sad about that. Although your friends are far away from you, your new teacher may don’t like you as you want, and some of your classmates don’t like you enough. But never to hate them even fed with them. It doesn’t have any help to you, what’s more, it must bad for your health both physically and mentally. What you need and what you should do is to try your best to leave yourself a qualified life. What is the truth? The truth is that you have lived in a word that do not belong to you. You should have lived a happy life with lots of kind guys in a huge and beautiful university. But due to your laziness and innocence, you have no choice but to stay here to finish your boring college time. I know that you are not expect someone can understand you. No one cares how you feel, if you are happy or not in here. Maybe sometimes you are miss your family members and your old friends deeply. You want to talk to them, to tell them your joys and sadness. When you are in declaim you wish there are shoulders for you to cry on. You don’t want your weakness be exposed in the sun and you pretend to be strong. Sometimes you choose to stay alone, but I know that you are not lonely. Baby, please be happy and do your every effort to finished the rest time in college and learn more knowledge. You will be good, always smile at yourself and be confident.

Cindy's notebook entry: An unfailing faith Today is April 14, 2011. Because of the cut down of electricity. I don’t know what should I do. Sometimes I feel my mind is blank, it is always empty and I can’t find anything to fulfill it.. Am I a lonely girl? Maybe…… As time goes by, I realized I have broken up with Vivian for a long time. I wish I can forgot every things that was related with him, but I can’t. I don’t know who I am and what I am looking for. What makes me so unforgettable maybe is I am a freshman in love’ s area. Is there a place in my heart that need someone to live in so that my empty mind can be covered. ” Cindy? Do you lack of love and do you need someone to help you get rid of this situation?” I ask myself in my heart and there is no answer for my question. Frankly speaking, I wish someone can hear my voice that from my deep heart and give me the answer. In my college pretty boy are everywhere, but I don’t really think there is a boy that I was looking for. The one in my heart that is worth of calling soul mate is no exist. This year I was 22 years old and I not a child any more. I should be dependent and take responsible for my family. I want to get a job so that I can make money to support my family. On the contrary, I am still a student and need my parents to send me money every month. Although I have got 8000 RMB scholarship, after I bought a sony computer I was still lack of money. I have gave a call to my mother, through which I know that my parents lived a tough life. In order to support me go on college, they have to work hard. No matter how cold the weather is in winter and how hot the summer is in summer. They still work there without any complaining. I am not a lucky guy that comes from a rich family but I don’t feel upset about it. Maybe I am not rich in physics but I can proudly say that I am rich in mental. I have the love from my family members and my friends. That is enough. I am quite satisfied with my current life and what I want to do next is to study hard to win the largest scholarship. Cindy, please always remember that: to find out what you are and do it on purpose. After the movie~<<a walk to remember>> . I have write down some beautiful sentences on it. It is just like my understanding on love. Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure.< Whatever comes, to honor and to cherish him, all the days of my life.> Jamie gone with her unfailing faith.. but Landon explained the love with his wife Jamie~ Our love is like the wind, I can’t see it, but I can feel it. The one I was looking for, I wish you can come to my life ASAP.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I am a student of Applied English,and i want to improve my English. what's more i like to make friends as i like English so much.Should we be fiends?