Last Sunday Last Sunday, I went to a mall and when I stayed a section of a store to speak to someone, A lady called me:"handsome man, help me carry this pram down." There are some stairs in front of her. I was down the stairs. There are five or six stairs of the stairs I think. I went up and tried to hold the pram. The lady was other side and tried to hold the pram with me. She want to carry the pram with me, because she thought the pram is heavy for one guy. But I said: "Don't ! Let me do it alone." But she didn't listen to me and kept on holding the pram. Her baby was in the pram, the baby is the heaviest thing in the world for her. I understood her, but I shouted to her "You get away！". Because I thought it was dangerous when two people hold a pram to walk down the stairs. Do this thing, two people is less than just one I think. At last she stayed back and let me carry the pram. I carefully and slowly lift the pram high and went down the stairs. The pram was in front of my eyes. I could see the little baby sit in some soft cloths and played the fingers. He (or she) didn't look at me, just looked at his (or her) little fingers, very quietly. He (or she) totally didn't know what is happening. Oh my gash! My heart was melting when I looked at this view. I couldn't describe the feeling in my deep heart. The view made me very peace. Very very very peace. You have power that can do anything for the baby. Is it a love? A love of father? If I get married and have a child I will love him (or her) very very much I think. This kind of mood mustn't stop by myself. I can lift the whole world for him (or her). When I carefully and gently put the pram down the floor, the lady was big smile and said to me thanks and said she worried about me... I said with a smile: your baby is absolutely safe. Then I left but the mood was with me.

My new Skype ID My new Skype ID is "kstaoks". I had a ID of skype but I can't use it now. Because I have forgot the password... If you want to contact me for learn Chinese, you can use the Skype to find me. I shall welcome you. The weather is autumn in China. Now it's a deep night, everything is very quiet around my apartment. I don't want to sleep. I don't know what the reasons are. Sometimes maybe we haven't got any reasons at all and don't know ourselves... Now, I am listening Macy Gray's song "Time of your life". I hope everyone has a pleasant dream at night that is like tonight...

Tonight Tonight, I joged in the street near my lived place. I had very long time don't jog, when I run after a while, I feeled tired and paned like a dog... I joged with a Ipod,I heared some songs when I joged. When I heared Motley Crue sang that song "Home sweet home", I felt very sad. --"You know I'm a dreamer, but my heart's gold..." I think I look like a loser! I don't like my job and my life. But I have to do and spend. When I heared the song "Home sweet home", I want to...Sorry! Change is difficult, very difficult. My life went away form my eyes and my hands. I don't want to be just a dreamer. I had seen a movie: A sad man drived his car and crashed in his garage, the redio of car started give a song--"Home sweet home", The man drank alcohol and sang this song...He felt a feeling of frustration in his heart... “Tonight, tonight, I'm on my way, just set me free, home sweet home...”

European Championship I think the referee need change... I drank a tin of beer with some mosquitoes. Use my cell phone's camera make a piece of photo. I guess Italian will win.

A bad news Today, I saw a news about Kristen Stewart.She will marry with a man. It's a really bad news... Can you believe the angle with a bloodsucker spend the days and the nights?! What a sensational world! I like Kristen Stewart, I like her pure smile... Well, maybe I should congratulate that man with evil teeth, and wish Kristen Stewart gets happiness in the future. Goodbye Kristen.

The man and his monkeys Today, I want to cook "火锅". How to say the "火锅"? I don't know. "火锅" is a kind of style of Chinese food. Use a big pot, make a delicious soup, and put the different meat and vegetables in the soup. The soup need always boiling. When the meat and vegetables are cooked, you can take it from the pot into your bowl and eat it. The food is delicious. But it's common peppery hot, so maybe not everyone like it. Okey, come back and talk about the man and his monkeys. When I walked to the market, ( It's just a place for sell the meat and vegetables, I don't know how to say it in English.) I saw the group of people on my way. I didn't know what happen. But they were quiet, so I thought maybe not a big matter. When I closed them, I just knew what happen. In fact, they watched the show. A man and four monkeys made the show. The man ordered the monkeys, then the monkeys did something follow the man's orders. It's like you oreder your doggy, and your doggy will run, stand, lie, jump or anything else. But the monkeys? You know, it isn't common, The man's order was fun. Because it's like a man talk to four people.So it was funny. I didn't stay there, just walked by, I just listened the man talk to the monkey--you all must study hard, mustn't only want to play and wicked...The monkeys liked the elementary shool's students, and the man like a teacher. When i was very young, sometimes I meet this kind of show, but now, it's very difficult meeting again. The man need the show to live and the monkeys need the show to be fed. When I walked away, I thought I should give some money for him and his monkeys. I hope the show will be existence in future. I think the kids will happy like me, when I was a kid...

are you kiss someone today? Today is July 6. I saw a news that International Kissing Day is today. Ops... I feel sad, because I'm lonely. Today is Kissing day! So, I think I should kiss someone! Which one? Er... I hate this question. "Keep your shirt on", I said to myself. Usually, a adult only kiss the lover and the child, it's your typical Chinese habit. Lolely adult has no lover and child, like you know, so I remain sad. (crying...) Now I tactfully skirt around the matter. Because I have mirror... Ha.