why there are so many abnormal people online Because I just begin to chat with foreigners online, I feel fresh and excitement. Thanks to the first person I met.He is very nice and kind. But we haven't chatted long as he is so popular that so many e-friends are waiting for chatting with him.Then I began to find others, some are good too and I am addictive in chatting with the same person. However it does not last long because the excitement in the end will pass gradually. Then I become calm down and keep chatting with new friends. In recent days, I am unluky because I meet a very ugly man.First he finds my Skpye ID(I do not know how he gets it),then without my permission,he make a video invitation. I do not know who he is, I thought maybe he is my friend and I accepted. When I openned webcam, I feel regretful and shut down quickly because the scene makes me sick. Now I still feel uncomfortable and did not have lunch very well.Maybe my passion on chatting with foreigners is being decreasing.

passion is true love? I still do not know what is true love, maybe it is because of my young age that I have no chance to experience too much.But love is so wonderful that people from all over the world can not resist the desire to pursue. But how can we distinguish passion from true love? I think only time can prove. I always heard many love stories that can not last long around me. At the beginning, both of 2 persons have a strong feeling to each other, but as time gose by,the feeling disappear slowly and silently thus finally they seperate. So the ordinary life has faded their emotion away and they start to miss the life alone.I quite agree with a sentence: to love is easy but hard to get along well. Human beings are gready and never know how to cherish, they will make every endeavor to purchase what they want(sth or sth), but after getting those , they are lazy to value them all. If it is just a matter of something, it is ok because subjects are not alive. But if it it a person who has emotions, that hurt will never forget. That is why so many people get hurt when purchasing true love. I did meet someone who has feelings to me, but always it does not last long. I begin to doubt whether I can meet someone who can always stay with me and love each other forever. Maybe it is impossible, I just a member of common people, no speciality,no charming appearance,no money……the only I have is innocent and honesty heart. I never expect such kind of lucky thing falls on me. So do not incur me if you have no confidence to accept my true heart. Do not hurt me.

I feel very sleepy In recent 2 days, I stayed up to meet a friend online, but yesterday evening he did not appear, I do not know why. But today I really feel upset and sleepy.

why you treat me like this? Today, a new friend added me. His English level is primary.I feel it is very difficult to communicate fluently. He seemed very impatient and asked me every word from my sentences. I was irritated by his rude behavior. I think he should look up the new words from E-dictionary by himself. Learning language is a long-term process.One can not entirely rely on others to help himself learn all. He must learn how to study on his own. What my function is try to find faults and errors from his sentences. I should play a supporting role not a leading role. After I told my thoughts to him, he felt irrational and kicked me out of his friends list.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I am honest, outgoing，positive,versatile student with strong ability of organization and management. During the 4 years of college life，I have being holding the post of monitor all the time. I undertook a large majority of various activities which enrich my work experience. I am earnest and accountable for job,diligent for study,frugal for life. 2009,07-2009,08 I was in Wuhan Yixing Trade CO.,LTD for doing my internship. In addition, I had a chance to train for customs declarer. The personal experience helps me to gain a social practice award granted by my university. 2011-03 I was invited to attend Guangzhou Fair about furniture for 4 days. Before that I got professional training lasting 1 week. 2011,07-2011,09 I came to Anji Jincheng Furniture Company to work again for 2 months. Also I have the chance to attend Shanghai Fair for 4 days. On the two fairs, I learn how to communicate with foreigners and study the knowledge about International business. 2012,01 I was doing business translation as an accompany interpreter in jiashan in Zhejiang province for 2 weeks. Now I am going to gratuate from my university and I engage in hunting for jobs in recent days.I hope I can get acquainted with businessmen who can teach me something related to commerce. I will be effusive in gratitude.