I kept playing phone games all night. Every time when I encounter someone perfect who I cannot get along with, I will be like that (what does “like that” refers to?). I hope that I can be perfect, that I can get progress quickly or that I can adapt to a very difficult class as other geniuses but I can't, I just can’t. But my desire always pushes me to get better until I reach perfection. It is very sad to know that I am not that perfect and there is a very long learning journey waiting for me. I am normal，I learn something slowly, I can’t learn like a machine. When I learn something for too long，I need a rest. It will take a long time for me to learn something，maybe after 6 months，I can make a little progress. I am normal ，like a stone by a gray sea.