I am not a hard working person: I like to play, and I don't like to think a lot. I like sleeping. I don't want to work long hours. I tend to use simple words but I admire people when they use fancy ones. I want to change myself, for sure. However, my attempts to change have failed again and again, and I find it hard to keep up the effort for months or years. (I did succeed with some changes but not enough to make myself really proud.) My best friend said "Be yourself! If you cannot change, so be it!". I don't know the right way, but what I do know is that I will never give up on changing myself for the better.