It's overcast today. I almost forgot that I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. The appointment was made a month ago during my last visit. Now I can recall that my dentist said I needed a few fillings, or even extractions during my next visit. I completely forgot about it feeling no burden(anxiety) at all. Mom reminded me this morning, and now I feel like I'm going to have a meltdown. The images of scalpels and pliers are haunting me again. Why do people need fillings? Why can't teeth just grow perfectly?

It's overcast today. I had almost forgotten that I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. The appointment was made a month ago during my last visit. Now I can recall that my dentist said I needed a few fillings, or even extractions during my next visit. I had completely forgotten about it feeling no burden at all. Mom reminded me this morning, and now I feel like I'm going to have a meltdown. The images of scalpels and pliers are haunting me again. Why do people need fillings? Why can't teeth grow just perfectly?