When I was in high school, my style was influenced a lot by punk, metal, and goth. I was never part of any of those subcultures, though, because we didn’t really have them in Kuwait. My style is still influenced to some extent by them.
When I was in university, I became a raver. This was a few years before EDM became commercialized. I used to be a “kandi kid” and really believed in the spirit of rave culture. I would always bring many glow sticks and glow bracelets with me (sometimes I’d have over a dozen of each) and give them out throughout the night till I only had one left for myself. I’d always leave my group of friends and walk around to dance with and meet everyone around me. I’d be so socially burnt out by the end of the night, but it was so spiritually fulfilling.
I met a lot of people in the scene, and for a while had a “rave girlfriend”. She wasn’t actually my girlfriend, but we liked being together when we were raving. And that pretty much represents how I feel about subcultures: they’re a compartmentalized part of who I am, and I don’t think I’d want to be friends with the people I met there outside of the scene.
I eventually felt that the subculture gave me everything it had to offer and decided to leave. That was around the same time EDM started becoming commercialized, and I felt that a lot of the new people didn’t really get it.
Great times, but I wouldn’t go back. That part of my life is over.