Blue days everyone has blue days and nobody should complain about it, but sometimes i have blue day without knowing why! i'm thinking with myself and trying to figure out what's wrong with me at the moment and i can't find any convincing answer. yes, today is one of those reason-free blue days of me. i'm in my office but i didn't do any useful work till now -and it's midday now-. i tried talking with my colleagues, drinking herbal tea, surfing websites, reading my friends weblogs and sitting quiet without doing anything for a while but none of them helped. you know, the problem is i know why i am like this today but i don't want to consider it, i don't want to think about it and i don't want to accept the reality. denying is one of the most common ways of self protecting but i don't know, why it couldn't work on me. what a psychic note i wrote! everyone has blue days, it seems mine is deeper today.