Reasons for studying English I always want to work abroad, not in my small country, Seoul, Korea. But usually, I just look at and feel jealous to my friends who are going abroad for starting career. What am I do is just keep working on my little job. Everyone saying, I have to get a regular job for my future, not these administration thing. But I really don't want to go Big company for permanant job and work hard until I have a baby. It feels strongly wrong to me. Instead of being hired, I do what I want to do, such as creat my own wine club, goint to concert 10 times in a month, starting up the venture company(it comes out 'failed'), or getting habbies like 'flower'. I just had lived because I am alive. Just pass the time with what makes me feel creative or special. But, things are changed. After my gradma passed away, I feel real deep depress. I don't know how to live or what to do. I couldn't go to work even I wake up early in the morining. I had visited the hospital, which couldn't helpful. And now, suddenly I realize that it is time to go out! I will go to the Australia for working holiday for a year at this Oct. In there, I maybe find peace in my mind and I could make basis for working abroad as a professional work. Good luck with me!