Hello Jing You-

I am going to do the corrections, to the best of my ability, but I wanted to let you know that the word I would use to describe how you are feeling is 'despondent'. It means to be in low spirits from loss of hope or courage. Everyone has experienced this feeling at one point in their life or another. Do NOT let this crush your dreams. It just means that you will need to take a bit of time to look at your situation from a few different perspectives. That way you will be able to make informed decisions about your future, rather than emotional ones.

Best of luck with your future!

Carol

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I don’t know how to express my feelings right now. A few days ago I hesitated about my future. I don’t want to stay in my current company, doing my current job. I graduated from a high level university, but my major is Spanish, and I didn’t continue my studies because I didn't want to be a teacher. Now, I am thinking about continuing my studies abroad, maybe in Japan. I am still not sure about this decision. Every time I mentioned this to my mom, she became critical of me and blamed me for my capricious thoughts. She claimed that she would not support my studies financially. Honestly, I have been bogged down in this dilemma for almost a month, but I will figure it out and make the best decision, for which I will not regret.