What's wrong with me? Happy new year and best wishes to everybody, I hope everyone smooth sailing in new year. I thought I will be a patient father, but in fact I'm not, it makes me so depressed. I don't know what's wrong with me recently, I am so impatient with my daughter. If my daughter find there is something on the ground, she will pick it up and put it into her mouth, for many times, I told her don't do that, it's bad for you. Then she looks at me with her innocent eyes, what I can do? Sometimes I feel so angry and hit her, shout her loudly, then she crying, but I feel it hurt my heart, I hit her just like hit my heart, she didn't know anything, she is just 1 year old, everything to her is a new world, how I can do that to her? I just feel that there is a devil stays in my body. Why am I so impatient? Maybe we can't just stand in our way to looking at her, we should stand in her way and try to understand her, then be more patient to teach her. I love my daughter, she is so cute, she is so smart, she like an angel, I will do better, I will try to learn how to be a good father, I promise.

An umbrella Yesterday, when I finished my work, it's was very late, and I found it was raining, became very cold outside. Lucky, I put an umbrella in my knapsack everyday. I think it's a good habit, aha! "one, two, three...." I was counting the bus and hoped the next bus was the one that I was waiting for. A grandma and a grandchild came to the busstop when I was waiting the bus, their hair were wet, so I let them stood under my umbrella. I think it was uncomfortable without an umbrella on this cold day. I knew that they got off at the different busstop from the conversation. "Give it to them, you are so young." -"Don't, keep it by yourself, or you will get cold!" "Don't worry, you will be ok, they need your help!" -"Don't, otherwise you need to spend extra money for an umbrella!" ..... Two voice appeared in my ear. I hesitated, gave or not? But when I saw the old lady was as old as my mother, and the child was as young as my daughter, they reminded me of my family, then I had a decision, I gave my umbrella to the grandma and grandchild. :) I hope if my mother and daughter without an umbrella on that day, someone could help them too.

Sweet momnet Give me your hand, I'll hold! To live with me, till old! It sounds ordinarily, but sweet. One day, I was takeing a bus to Yu Garden, there is an old couple sitting in the front of me, they are very old, maybe more than 80 years old. When the bus stopped, the grandpa said to grandma:" Get off slowly, don't hurry!" But the grandpa's leg is not good, he needs a crutch to help him walk, so he was walking very slowly. After the grandma got off the bus, she said to the driver:" Please wait a moment, please wait a moment..." She didn't stop until the grandpa got off, "Thank you, thank you!" She said to driver when the grandpa got off. :) This old couple is so warmth and make me moved.

Believe it or not, life is still continue, please enjoy it Do you believe 2012(2012.12.21 = means the end of the world) will come? I deeply believe 2012.12.21 will come, but it's not the end of the world, the sun will rise up and the moon will go down as usual. Many years ago I heard this news first time, but I didn't care about it, since then, I heard several times and many movies describe it(for example <<Farewell Atlantis>>,<<The Day After Tomorrow>>). It aroused my curiosity, and there is a doubt in my heart: maybe it's real! So I started to search the answer of it on the internet, the more times I search the more information I get, I don't know which one I could believe. There are so many types of 2012: someone said that a horrible earthquake will occur and the sea will cover all buildings, we must build an ark, it sounds like<<Farewell Atlantis>>; someone said that a strong hurricane and horrible winter storm will occur, we must prepare a lot of things that could keep yourself warm, for example quilt, stove, self-heating food, it sounds like <<The Day After Tomorrow>>; someone said that from 12.21, after that three days will keep darkness, no light, no electricity, you should stay at home, keep a quiet mind , don't move out, prepare enough water and food, after three days, everyone will ascended to a high level; someone said that you must be believe in somebody(aa,bb,cc...AHO, you know who is), if you believe you will alive for ever and nobody can hurt you, if you don't, you will die in 2012.12.21...It makes me speechless; someone said that the 3rd world war will occur after that day... someone said that aliens will appears, and take us to other planets by UFO... zombie outbreak... pestilence... ... You see, we can die by so many ways...WOW Recently, I heard that someone were creating the bunker and prepared a lot of foods, water, medicine, clothes, fuel...What makes them so afraid? Death? Everybody will die. Do you want live alone in the earth? In my opinion, if you have time to prepare those things, if you have time to afraid, why not do what you want to do, why not play with your children, why not have dinner with your family...You can do everything that you want. Experience life, try! I will change myself, I will try what I want!

Skating I never skating before expect last Thursday night. It's amazing. That day was our team building day, it was also a special experience for me. :) It was a rainy, windy and cold night, on our way to the restaurant(to eat hot pot), I saw a thief following a man, and the thief stretched into the man's pocket to steal the wallet. "Ho!"I yelled without thinking, the thief was suprised with this gift and he stopped following the man. They started to follow us, yes, they! I found there are three thieves working together until now. Several minutes later, they left. After dinner, we took taxis to go to a rink. The building is amazing, it looks like a white UFO, very huge, I like it. Then we got into the building and started skating. It was my first time to skate, and this is a real ice rink, but when I saw the other players going around the rink like a free bird, I was envious. I wanted to be a free bird like them, it looks so nice. I tried to skate, it's so fun, I like it. :) What a good day!

Welcome Yesterday, the clients from Canada to visit our team in Shanghai. It was my first time to have dinner with foreigners, everyone of them speaks English, it was a challenge for me, it also was a chance to test my English. We welcome them in a Thai restaurant. The Thai food there are very delicious, shrimp, crab meat, beef, pork, chicken...oh,too much meat, :( I like vegetables. Tom Yum Kung is a very special soup, but too spicy. The restaurant is great, they use candles instead of lights, and the color is red, it looks so romantic, I think this place is really suit for lovers. A ha~~ :)

Chrysanthemum exhibition The weather of today was very good, my wife and I took our daughter to see the chrysanthemum exhibition in Shanghai university. The fragrance from these chrysanthemums filled the air. So many kinds of chrysanthemums there, and very beautiful. I said to my daughter:"Look, how beautiful the flowers!" But my daughter didn't care about that, for her, a small stone on the ground was much more attractively than the chrysanthemum.OK, I gave up! Then we were sitting on the lawn for a rest, but my daughter didn't know what is tired, sometimes she ran after the other children, sometimes she ran after the remote control car, sometimes she ran after the ball... so cute! On our way home, she finally slept sweet in my arms. :)

light and dark Without light there is no darkness, without darkness there is no light! Here is a short story: Long long ago, a baby was born in the universe and has light around him. Every life there has light, and some of them are very dazzling, so the baby looks as a candlelight in the sun, he can't see himself. One day, he asked his father:" Am I the light?" "Yes, my child! We are all light!" "But I can't prove it, I want to see I am the light, father!" "But you are, don't need to prove it!" "Please help me father, I can do everything!" "OK!" said the father helplessly."But you can't live with us, and let yourself be in darkness." Then the father taught the baby how to summon the darkness. So the baby left there and summonned the darkness. When he found he was in the center of the darkness the baby cried:"Father, please don't give up me!" "I never give you up, you can go home if you want at any moment. Remember, wherever you are, you are yourself, never change!"Said the father. Do you remember who you are? Yes, you are yourself! If you don't, ask your heart deeply! :)

Cherish life What do you think of your life? Happy? Boring? colorful? Dangerous? Fickle? Hopeful? The life is what you think of it!!! This is a true story that happened several days ago. I saw a firetruck stopped on the side of the road on my way to the company, and many people stood there watching something, but I didn't find fire and any smoke. Oh my God, I saw a young girl stood outside of the window which is at the top of the building when I looked up."Don't,please don't do that,please go back!"said in my heart,several minutes later,when I looked up again the girl is gone... Luckily, the girl was back to the room, "hu..."my heart down!Hope that girl will be better and better! I only saw this scene on the news, never saw it in my real life. "Every circumstance is a gift, don't refuse it, try to accept it!"one person said. So enjoy our life, enjoy everything and everyone around us, we will find the life is so beautiful! :)