READING when I read I don't understand any thing!! I read the paragraph more than once and I don't know what the paragraph about! what can I do ?

My Routine In Ramadan I wake at 2:30, after I wash I started to do exercise for 40:00 minute. then I prepare for my daily care myself and have a shower. then I practice English I remember 5 words every day plus one compound word, also I read one page and I listen for any thing in English and more of practice, at 6:00 I set with my family at 6:30 we eta and set in front of the television watch a program. then I have a free.

READING I read the paragraph more than once and i never understand any think! in school exams i concert about reading i loss a time ! what can i do?

the shortcuts we use the short cuts in we speak. can use the shortcuts in writing? yes or no?like: gonna= going to can I use gonna in writing?!and like: wanna= want to lmme= let mewe can write wanna, gonna or lmme? or just for spreaking??!!!

ideas from you to improve my english. in reading: I read a paragraph more than one time but I don't stand any thing!!! how can I improve my English? nota: I don't like to read. in lasting: omg!!!! i am so so weak in listing, when i listen to anybody or anyone speak in English i didn't stand any thing! real i feel bad at that moment. anyway, i want you to tell my how to improve my lasting or give my a link you had been try it. writing: i am not so bad in writing because i save 5 to 10 vocab i use it in writing. but. i don't know the rules of writing and The correct punctuation, hope help my. in speaking: I Retract and fear when i wan to talk, some tames i understand the question but i can not say it! it in my mined but i cant say it ! what can i do? in the end, i saw italki, and they say yo my: its for check your writing, but Discovered that italki for everything, i hope to help my, thanks.

about teacher did I can use italki with out help from teacher? how can I find new friends? are the class with teachers free? maybe I will do a appointment with teacher to try but I don't want to open my camera! can I ? italki, how can help my to improve my English? thanks, wish answer my questions.

i wanna to shaw my writing her to cheack it, how? and i dont know how to use italki, wish help me I want to learn English to be better in the language, hop help my.