My plan to build and rebuild trust Today I watched a TED talk about how to build and rebuild truest.For empathy wobbles,the speaker gave us a solution.She said,the solution,super clear: technology,off and away.And that forced people to look up ,to look at the people in front of them,to listen to them,to immerse themselves in their perspectives and to collaborate in unprecedented ways. What's more,from now on,I will wear whatever makes me feel fabulous,pay less attention to what I think people want to hear from me and far more attention to what I authentic,awesome self need to say.

Bad day Bad mood today.My company's system is confusing,and the original salary was not given,I am thinking about to change work.

Rainy Day After a brief spell of sunshine , Shang Hai , the city I live in is rainy again . This morning , on my way to work , I watched the Python class on PAD as usual , I suddenly thought about the meaning of life . When I was a little girl , my dream was to become an astronomer , when I saw my grandfather was deadly painful with cancer ,my dream turned to doctors . But now ,when I grew up , I didn't become a doctor or an astronomer . I am wondering , who am I , what is a dream ,what I really dream about , a happy life , live with the man who I love and have a lovely baby girl ? I don't know , I just wonder about myself ,the person I supposed to be during the last twenty-seven years . But life goes on ,what I should do is just try my best , one day when I look back , I will have any regrets.

poor girl last night ,when I used my razor to shave my legs ,carelessly cutting myself , and I loose lots of blood and must washed my wounds even it really hurts , after that , I put a band-aid on it . This morning , wearing my beautiful skirt and lovely band-aid I come to work.

should we women believe them men? Shouldn’t we women believe them men? Four years ago, after staying at home without my boyfriend who now is my husband , when I come back to WuHan , I had been told that the man I have already loved six years and believed I would love him forever ,supposing he would be the same as me, the man I totally believe in, one night brought some other girl back to our home, the flat we shared with another lovers. They told me my boyfriend bring the girl back, and cooked for the girl , then she stayed at my home ,my bed until the next morning. I still remember what I felt at that moment clearly, I rushed out of the room ,my eyes were full of tears, I don’t know where to go ,even where I can , I didn’t know who I can talk to ,as these things is so personal, that day was a rainy day, I was just outside in the rain, call my dad, saying nothing, just crying , from birth to that moment , I never cry like that moment ,just like I would die next second , I even thought of death.