periodically down in spirits I feel so upset about my relationship with my mum. Everytime I talk with her, we argue with each other. She's upset with me, too. Since I'm an undergraduate, I have been looking for a job as an intern. I have alredy finished my 9 weeks' internship in an insurance company, as this job had nothing to do with my major, I gave it up. Now I find a job, working as logistics assistant in a manufacturing company. I want to take the job, becasue I think this job can help me learn more about my major, and turn theory to experience. But Mum argues against my choice, for such a job needs no skills and knowledge, so every one can accomplish the work perfectly.In Mum's mind, as a college graduate, I deserve a much better job, such as an accountant or a civil servant. In fact, Mum's thoughts about logistics come from other people. In my hometown, a small developing town, people consider transportation as logistics, becasue they don't see any other high-level logistics company. These people's ideas influence my mum's perspective. Since she don't read books or news, she has no chance to modify her thoughts. I have talked to her about this, but she just didn't believe in me. It's ridiculous. Mum thinks I'm not responsible for myself and I make no effort to seek progress. She hopes I can go to graduate school to further my education or participate in the civil service examinations. She hopes I can do what I've told to do, as I did before. However, I grow up, and she grows older. Her guidance may be right when I was in middle school and high school, but in recent years, I felt that her experiences and ideas didn't work in any circumstances. What's more, I want to live my own life and follow the path decided by myself, not MUM. I love Mum. She loves me deeply,too. But communication just don't work, I always feel upset. Brought up by peasants parents, I never felt sorry about that, but I do feel sorry that I have such a autocratic mum.