I used to be the perfect, well-behaved child in my teachers' and family's eyes. But ever since that night—June 7, 2012—when I had a depressive panic attack, my emotions have become extremely unstable, and I often lose control. I’ve hurt you more than once because I used to think you were laughing at me—but you never do that. It was just my messed-up mind playing tricks on me. Now I’ve turned into someone I hate, and no matter how hard I try, I feel like I’m facing with an endless abyss Sis, I know life hasn’t been easy for you. You started working at a very young age, and later married a man who was both abusive and lazy. You’ve always put on a strong front, but deep down, you’re tender and vulnerable