It's been a long time since I've been here. I was writing at least one paragraph every day in the italki app before. I am too lazy now. Even though I know that English writing is the most important thing for me, I am still too lazy to do it every day. I feel my English is getting worse, so I need to push myself to take some action. Today was a rainy day, we didn't go out to do any activity. The kids were in the house and fighting amongst themselves for a while, and the parents also felt upset for the whole afternoon. Sometimes I think life is so difficult and I am going to suffer a lot. The only way is to be positive and optimistic.