thanks Bruce:

be sure i dont want to harm other!

but i scare others intend to harm me ,

Ah, did you suffer a great loss in your childhood? For example the death of one of your parents? I know this feeling. You feel cursed, and that faith is against you. I can only advise to vent your emotions. And I can tell you this feeling decreases over the years. But it never goes away completely. There are scarves we must learn to live with. I wish you strenght.

If you're not really smashing your apparment to pieces and throwing the whole furniture out, what is exactly wrong with having strong emotions? Is it not accepted in your culture? We should not always be quiet, sometimes you have to vent your emotions. Is this your problem, or perhaps the problem of your environment that does not accept women to speak their mind? In my humbe opinion.

Thanks francisco

I JUST WAIT!!!!!!

I always try to dont speak to any one ,i chating in internet to forget my feeling !

Tania@: Try in all bad to look for something good.

I,m sure you will find it.