Teaching and my future

These days I am making some major discoveries. I am witnessing how my belief in "X" approach to teaching English is working well, and it makes me believe that I should indeed pursue my dream of trying to make a new "golden" approach to ESL, EFL, ESOL and EAL.

Secondly I am realizing that for the first time in many years, I might actually be able to get what I really desire and need in my life. Yet it would be a total new chapter in my life, so while I am excited about the prospect of getting what I want, then I am scared about pursuing it with all my heart because it means parting with everything I know.

Hello, Jacob. Just about perfect so I would say follow your ambition. There are a number of differences between American English and British English spellings - for many words endings we use ise or ising, whereas American English uses ... ize and izing. 

Teaching and my future

These days I am making some major discoveries. I am witnessing how my belief in "X" approach to teaching English is working well, and it makes me believe that I should, indeed, pursue my dream of trying to make a new "golden" approach to ESL, EFL, ESOL and EAL. Secondly, I am realising (realizing) that for the first time in many years, I might actually be able to get what I really desire and need in my life. Yet it would be a total new chapter in my life, so while I am excited about the prospect of getting what I want, then I am scared about pursuing it with all my heart because it means parting with everything I know.