I am trying to survive :p

It is getting colder and I don't like cold weather. I also don't like also speaking in front of the public but I have to do so many presentations this year :( Why is everybody is so good at English except me :) I make so many pronunciation and grammar mistakes. I don't even speak fluently, but I am not complaining, I am trying be optimistic. Maybe shopping helps me :p :) My writing doesn't have cohesion, does it?

[Your English is better than you think.  Being afraid of puplic speaking is quite normal.  If you are really afraid, practice in front of a mirror.  It helps to eliminate mistakes.]