simply be afraid of talking with others in english i know that nobody would know who i am on the internet.i also know that nobody would care whether my english is poor or not.i know i need more practice,but simply i am afraid of speaking in english.everytime i want to have a conversation with a native speaker,there will be a voice in my mind"you cant do it,you are not ready,you need to learn more words more phrases more grammar "i'm afraid of making mistakes,so i just stop here,doing nothing.i just complaining about myself,even hate myself.i'm tired,frustrated.but ,in the past 4 years,i've understand that i would never give up.i want to see more about the world,i want to talk with more people,i want to understand more about the language,the society,the mysteries of the whole world.