Diary in English ♡ August 23rd About my best friend. Today I washed a pair of shoes and heels. I wanted to make them clean because I want to take them to the UK. I am preparing to move to the UK these days. I am excited about move to the UK, but sometimes I feel very nervous and anxious. I understand that I can't use and speak English enough and I should study much harder. But I can't study English as much as I want. I feel like that everyone except me can speak and use English. I don't know whether my English improving or not during only 3 month of language school, whether I can get a job for living or not. I know what I should do. I just do study English. I just do try my new life. But I have no confidence. In the evening, I went out with my best friend. We had dinner and drunk. I didn't tell her about my anxiety and I just enjoyed talking about our favorite baseball team, plan of our trip, her pretty dog, etc. Each year, we travel abroad. We have a plan to go to Baltic States this year. I don't feel any negative things and discontent with her anytime. We each drunk two glass of beer, a glass of whisky with soda and a glass of white sparkling wine. We both like drinking. After spending time with her, I feel better and came to think anything positively. I have such a great best friend! I always appreciate it.