5 days. 1. You took me out for dinner at your favorite restaurant the first night you came back from Nha Trang. You said it was because of me, you came back, and it would be a dream if I was there with you. You looked at me confusingly, “Do you really think so?” your voice sounded worry when I told you I didn’t think we have a lot in common. I thought that look and voice means it was something you never thought about before. We played Boules and you won. I felt the effort we put in trying to enjoy the game, or each others. We went back to your place, watched a movie and I fell asleep in your arms like every other night. 2. “How do you like me? Are you in love with me?” “Maybe that kind of question should never be asked in a relationship.” you said. Why does it sound like "Why do you ask questions to which you already know the answers?" The last thing you said that night is still “But Thanh, we can never know when love happens”. I told you “I think it will never happen between us babe” with the hope you would say something. But you didn't. 3. You were waiting for me at the station in your yellow jacket that we bought together just like you said. You hugged me longer than the last time we met and I wondered why our talk sounds like us in our first date. We went to your favorite bun cha place and I said I like cats and you said you know. I wondered why I even told you that, of course you know that little fact about me after 8 months. 4. We went back to your place and sat on the couch where we had our first kiss on the 4th date. “I think breaking up is the best thing to do”. The best thing to do? Why does it sound so similar? Did I hear it before? You looked straight in my eyes with yours wide opened. I felt like something just hit me, unsure if you are still talking about us. "But we can fix it?" "There is nothing broken" I saw tears in your eyes and I pat your back with a smile, “Now let’s go watch True Detective one last time”. I remember you explained some English words and we laughed a bit. It was like I still could stay over that night. 5. You said "See you later" as if I will come back there in a few hours when you gave me your last hug. I felt like it was from a complete stranger. I opened the letter you wrote for me days ago. I cried, wishing that you never gave it to me, that I didn't knew the thought of leaving me was always there in your head.I wish you lied. Sadly, the truth makes everything else seem like a lie.