Since when we become coldblood? I can remember when my first cat died, I cried so hard. After years, we raised other cats and when they died, I was only shocked and my heart feel heavy, but quickly, we are out of deprssion. Since when we feel nothing about loss of cats and the friendship of friends. It is just me or have anyone feel the same way. Why we are so quicky accustoming ourselves to strange situations. Did we burry our emotion deep into the heart, maybe cover it with clothes?

English Practice 2 Today is Monday, ninth of March. The weather? Not bad, windy, and the sights are always special in winter. What did I do today? I watched "Desperate wifves" and ate and had my hair cut. And I met an old friend when walking on the road. She was a classmate from grade 1 to grade 6, and we live in the same village, her home is just steps' away from my home. We used to play together, we were very close, like bffs. But I didn't know there is a word "BFF", and it turns out we are not close anymore. When I go to grade 7, I have to live in dormitories in school, I came home every Friday and went back to school every Monday morning. One day I heard from my grandmother that she caught a really bad disease and might die. I was really shocked, and afraid of running into her in the street or seeing her. As time went by, I was having difficulty in accustoming myself to living in a dormitory and I decided not to live in school anymore, so I rode my bike to school every day. It was a long distance and there were bad weather conditions. When I was grade 9, I started to concentrate on studies and decided to live in school again. I was busy every day and time went fast. Of course, laughters and tears were always with me during my whole junior life. She quit junior school because of the disease and I heard she had to suffer from medical treatments. I didn't and never will understand or feel how she felt. And I've seen her for only a few times. I rememer when she was better an old friend (all of us grew up together) and I went to visit her, and I said I would make a little gift for her, however, that didn't come true, I forgot that gift,knowing she was ill, It gave me a feeling that it's just so unreal and sudden. I found myself so easy to accustome myself to new conditions after I graduated from junior school. Even the bad thngs, even something I hated, even became someone I despise before, I handled it well. After I knew that she was healed I wasn't that excited and thrilled. Once I visited her and found that she was boring. At that time, I also was suffering from my quitting school. I had a book about how to design photograps and I thought I can give it to her so she could read it for fun. But something stopped me from making my thoughts into action like always. I have those caring thoughts and I was stocked to make it happen but after a while, I lost the excitment. Little by little, all my friends, we were becoming distant, still. What can we do about real things? Accept.

English Practice 1 English practice! I will mark my parctices so I can know which and when I wrote it. After a few days I've decided to write my first English practice. To be honest I don't know what to write and what to talk about. I love English, and I love chinese. I can find the beauty of these two languages. Maybe because Chinese is my mother language and I learn English at school. Now I'm on winter holiday and I will go back to school on fifth March. After we took our examination we were free from school and really excited to go home and buy new clothes, do things we like. Of course, we'll have the spring festival. During the English exam, the listening section, there was a converstion about a famous Amercian tv show star Amell. And I noticed option B is "Queer as folk", which is shocking and exciting. But at last I come around to know that it was about the tv shows he's taken part in. And I guess my English is the only subject I don't screw up, though I try to catch up some subjects. However I don't have interests. Thanks for the correction! :)