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All I wanted and all I want
Today is my birthday..
Now it is almost 9pm.i just got back from hospital with roomates...one of my roomates has phthisis..this morning she cried her eyes out when she was informed that.this is...just i couldnt believe this.when i was sitting in the cab on the way to hospital,tears running down from my face.she was even shorter than me.but she is quite nice and strong.im not gonna talk as if someth worse had happened to her.just i cant imagine without her.
so this remind me of my last time in hospital.i was ill but i didnt take it serious so i got in hospital.this time,she is like the former me.so plz just take care of urself,everyone.no one would care u every min every sec except urself.cuz no matter how much unhappiness n happiness u have,how much love u have for others,if u lost life,u r just nothing here in the world.
i guess i wanted too much in the past.i wanted a bright future that i can travel around the world,so i wanted a good job,and good family,good husband,parents in good health,and people treat people in soo nice way,no argues,no conflicts..and all is good.but why do we need so much to live with.just like in that film."i dont understand why people need so many things to live with."
A few weeks ago,i met a boy who is from Finland,who is so calm(he said the last time he was angry was like 3 years ago),who is so independent.i couldnt believe what he said.but i like talking to him so much tho he is so “calm".neither warm or cold? a few times he could even joke with me.talking to him just remind me to stay calm about what happened around me.I hope one day i can be like him,live my own life and stay calm.
A few days ago,i quited my position in my department in student union.Finally,i made the decision in which i struggled so long,which will give me more time to figure out someth and study.I may lose someth but its my decision so i wont regret.
I watched Bear's Mission Survive.i was totally shocked n love it so much.its more real than films,more meaningful.and these celebraties just kept sayiing they'd like to stay longer n loved it.its closer to nature.yes our nature,nature itself.
Yeah,im at the stage in which im so confused n worried.but i try,at least,to make it better.
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i was not brave enough
i dont know if its about gust,i went to HongYaDong (which is a famous sightseeing in chongqing) yesterday with a friend.and on our way home,we came across 2 foreigners( okay,my friend says one of them is so cute and asked me to talk to them).
but i was too shy to talk to them,i mean they seemed know well where they were going to.what should i say?"hello,can i help you?" wouldnt it be abbrupt?or rude?or strange?
i know its good to help others but i still feel not comfortable.
what would you do if you were in my shoes,and what would you think of me if you were the visitors?
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did u watch Whiplash ?
yeah,i watched this film many days ago.and why am i talking about it right now?because i was just browsing some peoples' profile,trying to find a lauguage partner(who is not just here to learn chinese,but can also be friends,like talking about movies,dreams,books,writting,or anything),and then i found out a very Interesting thing.
well,just some senior citizens were ignored,while they put many essays there,while some young and handsome guys got much attention? then this word came out of my head--CUTE.If you have watched the film"Whiplash",you will know what it exactly means,or,you know already. :)
True,this is what we always say"zhe shi ge kan lian de she hui".lol.im not here to judge.but really interesting social phonomenon.Speak of this,i read an eassy yesterday.A 14-year-old girl was asking for help--please tell me which one should i choose (then posted 2 handsome boys' pictures.wow...then,some people gave comments:they are fake,girl,go back to study...However,this girl just saying:I'M GOOD AT STUDY,and blah blah...
I have to admit it that i used to also judge from the cover of a book,but after some things,old thing:inner is more important,of course im not talking about underwear.lol
have a happy day!
19 lutego 2015
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Caring about old people.PLEASE
I was talking to an old man on chatroulette(though I know it's not very "clean " there ,i'm just there to talk to some new people).He look like over 60 i guess,just sitting there alone,skinny ,wearing a pair of glasses.He told me that he live alone in Australia,he lost his wife because of cancer.He talks politely,just like a gentleman.I was surprised by his typing and he was surprised i can speak english.His daughter told him about that website .He has over 10 grandchildren,and some are close,while some are cold.I can't imagine how old people feel,when these kids come and showed coldness while he waited for months just to see them...it's really sad.He got a call from his friend(he said please wait,5 mins). then he told me that one of his friends just learned that she had a cancer...
I could say nothing else but sorry,i was powerless...I'm not here to pretend that I'm great or like ,i care about everyone.Just i think we really should pay more attention to them ,as much as possible.people all gonna become old and feel lonely,or even useless.we are there to give love and care.I really feel so bad right now,because the conversation just disconnected automatically! I guess,I'm afraid that he might think that i disconnected.
I also thought of one story.One guy was taking care of his father,and his father asked what kind of bird that is.He answered "crow".after a while,the father asked again,he answered patiently again.However the father asked again and again.The son finally lost patience,asked"dad,why are you asking so many times?!"There was nothing but silence for a while.The father then said slowly "U know u also asked me like this about everything when you were a little kid..."
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