future :) There are moments where I think about my future and it confuses me. Since I was a child I always wanted to be a doctor, and while the time passes I still like that idea, help the others, live to serve them, and see the life from another perspective. I was volunteer of the Red Cross I had the opportunity to know many people in the in the hospital, humble persons, with problems, and that put its hopes in you. Many people were saying to me " doctor" , without knowing That I am not yet , and That I was only there helping . But they saw me with the white coat, and they supposed it . It was feeling good, but it also creates a huge responsibility . I saw as several persons died , how there are forgotten persons in hospital without family and also I saw the absence of heart of several doctors , whom are there only because they don't have any another option... The most gratifying of that experience was the gratitude I received from the persons. This is a part of me which wants to take a life to serve to the others . But there is another part of me , egoist . That I would like live for me ,traveling across the world like an ordinary and normal person , going freely where I wants, to places where I won’t be important for anybody and I did not have to worry for anybody, only for me. Just me. I have always liked the languages, and to meet new cultures and new people, I am a creative person and I would like having my own business. To live a calm life with a little bit of adventure. One of my goals is to leave my country. Because here I don't have future, my country is in a bad situation now and I can't stay here. But the best thing is if i'll go away with an already reached career. This is my quandary , if I continue my Doctor 's way , or I change all my plans and start to study another Shorter career, according to my personality, to Live through this another life where I work for me ... These are my worries now , future depends on what I'm going to choose . I just need orientation, time to Clarify my thought, and especially support. But I know that whatever happens, it will help me to grow as a person . I trust myself and what I can be. I’m from Venezuela, I’m practicing my English I’ll be glad if you correct me!!! That’s my first entry!! Thank you!!