My bad day - I fail today! 21 years old, be about to graduate college, I am in a stage which isn't obvious in my dream, my passion, my future job, love and some problems of my life. Today, I received a Toeic certificate with the bad point out of expecting and it's lower than my 2 friends one. Due to my laziness and not to know to manage time, I failed!!!! I hate myself extremely now! Today, I see my close friend better than me very much, from many relationship to job opportunity. Both I and her have the same departure, the same level, the same ages, the same passion and skill, but she is faster than me, have more facilities than me and know how to keep opportunity. So, up to now, she has win (for me, at this time). I always feel that she's lucky, and Neither do I. But I must re-think, the reason why I fail and never stop trying. In my country, there are a sentence that "you fail when you stop trying" and "Failing is mother of success" (my English's not good). So, I beleive that I can catch her and better than her in the future, I am not let myself stop trying! Today is my bad day :( I am unhappy...