Chinese dishes I made two chinese dishes for myself today, it was dilicious ! I found myself become more and more interested in cooking recently. Next time i would like to try some pancakes or westen food. Hope it won;t taste too bad ~!

WHAT SHOULD I DO? Have you ever been arranged to a blind date by your parents? If not then i have to say, you are really lucky! Basically, that means you have found your MR. OR MRS RIGHT before your parents think you are old enough to get married. I have been really bothered by those kind of things recently. In fact, it's not blind date because i don't even see them. We just chated on the internet or through cell phone. Somehow, i just hated this feelings! It makes me feel like i am left, well , maybe in some degree, i am left, sad~~! It is not that i don't want to find someone and marry him, its just because i haven't found someone to whom i want to marry with. But my mum doesn't think so. She said every girl are supposed to find someone to marry and i can't be alone throughout my life. What am i gonna do when i get old? I am not sure when i will find my MR RIGHT, but i won't give up and will keep on searching. Never marry someone i am not falling for.Please pray for me, thank you! Guys, what's your opinions?

What is wrong of what i said ? Last night when i loged onto QQ and saw one of my best friends ,Sun,in the friends list . Since we havn't talk for a long time,I was very happy and said hi instantly. We started to chat randomly~~~but later things begans to change to bad said. i said to her that many friends of mine are giving birth to baby this year ,so when are you going to have a baby? she said let nature take its course. then i said yeah, you and i both lost the chance to give birth to a dragon baby(according to Chinese calendar this year is dragon year and dragon has been a symbol of auspicious and good luck since ancient China). But you got married how come you didn't seize the chance to have one ? I swear i was saying that kind of joking.i think its ok since we are good friends. but what she said later makes me realize that i was wrong. she said what do you know of it? what is the good of the dragon baby ? who can ensure that the dragon baby would have a brighter future or more successful ? All of those things are rubbish , superstitious and ridiculous!! its vulgar opinion, its not like you to sa y like that... I was reall shocked after seeing these words. i didn't know why she would be so sensitive and excited about it.thatis just normal conversations between friends. i didn't expect it would irritate her that much. whatis wrong with her or am i just asking too much about her private life? is it a pravicy for good friends?is there reason for her to get angry ? i am confused~~ She is teaching englsih in her hometown and got married late last year. we are good friends since at college. but we seldom talk since we graduated June last year ,i find a job a little far away from hometown and she went back to hometown and end up to be a teacher. therefore, there is a great distance between us. I will have to say time is really a killer. It changes everything.we just can not resist. this is really a bad feeling.

about high heels It is said that during the economic recession , the higher the heels. why is that ??

Are two people meant to be together ?? Do you believe in that there is fate thing in this  world ?? <img alt="" src="http://www.italki.com/fckeditor/editor/images/smiley/msn/whatchutalkingabout_smile.gif" />

hope i could have this feeling everyday ,that wounld be cool ! have you ever had the feeling that you wake up someday and find the whole world is brand new and the life you living is just so beautiful ?

chrysa's notebook entry: May 12, 2011 waking uping this morning ,i just find myself binding with all those sadness . i know for sure that i had some really bad dreams last night , but i tried and tried but just can't remember what they were about ......don't even have the mood to work . that is so bad ! I don't want to get into those feelings anymore .

want to be happier There are time when we feel a little down for some reasons .what will you do to get rid of all those bothering feelings and to make yourself happier ?? <img alt="" src="http://www.italki.com/fckeditor/editor/images/smiley/msn/sad_smile.gif" />