A very strange dream that made me feel very strange I had a weird dream last night. Well, I've had weirder dreams, this one at least made some sence, but it's had quite an impact on me. It probably won't sound so mentally intense to readers, but it was quite something. Well, basically, I lived through death in the dream. And not just some death, suicide. I don't remember what the beginning of the dream was like, I just recall a school class about how bubblegums get stuck in one's brain and glue up the place. But then I was in some kind of a dock and for some reason I either don't remember or was never mentioned, I decided to commit suicide in an euphoria of impulsiveness. I jumped into the water. When I got under the surface, I knew (in the dream) that I was already dead. The surface looked murky green from below and I was suddenly feeling very anxious. Now, the weird thing was I was dead, but I could see clearly. Everything looked normal, i could see and hear things, but I couldn't move. Well, it was possible that I could, but I just didn't see the point in trying to move (or it didn't accure to me there was the option) and didn't try at all. Then I could hear a hellicopter's propeller and voices shouting from megaphones "Initiate dead body disposal procedure!" I just thought "What have I done? This will change my whole life (more like death), why did I do it, I was just curious." But despite thinking this, I was quite apathic about it at the same time (That was one of the weirdest things about the dream, it felt very schisophrenic). Then I woke up just at the moment I was to be pulled out from the water. I've never had a dream like this. Did you ever experience something similar?