It is the photo which was taken over almost 40 years. Actually I didn’t take the one, my aunt did. There are four people including me in that picture, my mom, my grandma, and my sister. It was taken on one day close to the end of the year. My mom and grandma are sitting and me and my sister are standing nearby. It was taken inside the shine which deifies local god. It has passed for over 30 years since my grandma died, but still in the photo she is always smiling. My mom passes me that all the time I leave my hometown for a while. She believes that the photo could protect me from everything that would suffer me. And I also believe that power. Now I’m living in a different country for over one year. My grandma is smiling beside me as well.

I like watching movies so there are many my favorites. Pick up only one, it’s three idiots, which was made in India a few years ago. It’s a little bit long movie and of course including musical and funny dancing parts as it’s an Indian movie but I think you can see it without any break. That movie can tell me what the real studying is. When I feel that I need more energy I want to see it and get a good motivation to find my future.

If you mean that healthy means to be friends forever, I think that the key is an appropriate distance. Not concern too close, too much, sometimes you might as well ignore on purpose about the thing your friend wants it to be secret. Reasonable distance is very important, I think it exists even between the old couple. And more we can build a mysterious relationship if we have some secrets. In my case, I don’t want to show everything about me. I am the only one I can understand myself.

I think the best way is to the students to focus on what to do now and next clearly. If the teachers can instruct them concisely, they can start to do something smoothly. And more teachers might as well prepare some opening presentations with a bit of tips to elicit their motivations to do. Students gradually want some opinions about their works and then teachers can encourage them properly. The students never be disrupted in that kind of situation where they are accepted, I think.

That I really want to tell to my parents is to live healthy with smile together. I’ve lived by my decision all the time and that sometimes made them confused and worried. My hesitation prevented me from saying thank you for your caring about me easily, but I always think of them and worry their physical issue. Even though i know I only can say thank you and love you before they are alive, I hardly say so. That’s so stupid.

It was a few days ago I cried. The reason was simple. I felt so lonely as one of my pupils is leaving from the school. I’ve known about it but I couldn’t accept it till that day has come. Other my classes and I decided to write a letter to him and the busy days with him made me cried suddenly. It hardly say that he is a very good pupil, so I can’t help forgetting him and his naught y face. He’s so tricky and so lovely. Sometimes an unpleasant happening makes me cry.