Recent I felt so sad when I wrote essay again in here ,I haven't written it since my frist article. When I had just register Italk ,I talked myself and everyone to write a short essay everyday in here.for my English learning. What a pity ,I haven't done it. But I am learning English everyday ,at least five times a week.even if I had finished my college two years ago,I just passed CET-4,I got the highest of grade in my all of English exams as I attended the university entrance examination . In fact ,it was 98 score only.no one can believe this ,many Chinese students would be said :"just so so ,I got 118 score in that time" .yes ,I know .but this is me, who used to get the 30 to 50 score only.even I envied some people who got 60 to 70 score.then I met a good deskmate who help me to improve my English learning, but she used to play games.she told me that she liked my English teacher rather than likedr to learn English.that a funny,she stayed with my in the end of my high school life .I don't know where is she,I had left my old home for six years .I wish she have been enjoying life .Best wishes for her. Ok .I am getting far from my title.I learning the English grammar now ,As this is base on of English learning.my friends I had attended the BEC exam,I don't know whether I can pass it,Maybe I just need a aim for my study,ohoh~~some people don't know what is the BEC exam,it is short of Business English Certificate.some words have to recite.so pain..... My friend had changed their job last month ,good luck for her.but me ,I thought I haven't courage to change job yet, it isn't my timid ,but I felt I haven't prepared for change yet,I have something to learn. So sad..... I had contact with my cousin who lived in Canada,My farther told me that I had to write a letter frequently. Yes !I done it ,but it is infrequent only,I don't know what thing I can write,......haha~~~ Keep sunshine~~Rui~~