Why my English not going better time by time I started to learn English when i still on primary school grade 5, but until now, after 14 years, i still have no confidence to use English as my second language, i feel no confidence with my English structure and it make me feel so dumb. Actually, in my city (Yogyakarta), you can easily found native speaker because it's one of tourist destination, you can meet people around the world. Sometime local citizen, even student, who brave enough to challange their language skill use this chance with tour-guiding them to around the city without fee because they just need an experience. I envy them so much, why i'm not that convidence. The tourists are so kind, they know if English not our language so they just let us speak with no guilty feeling. Even sometimes if they like our work, they are easily give us money as award of our effort. There are so many benefit of it actually. We just need to be brave right? Hehe By the way, if you are interested with bahasa Indonesia/Indonesian language, maybe we can be Friends, learning together must be fun right