What is this mean? "Nande iku no koto oshietekurenakatta no? Nande? Sonna ni nagai aida no tomodachi nanoni... Kimi wa kimi o tomesaseru nante omotta? Soretemo, watashi wa shiteru kenri mo nai hito dato omotta? ...Nande…. Eh? Watashi nande naitteiru no? ….(laughs weakly) Watashi wo miruna... Konna kao wo misetakunainda... ...Datte... Watashi... Kimi no koto... ...Suki Dakara!.. (silence) ...KIMI GA SUKI TO ITTA YO! Shourai awanai kamo to shiteiru kara... ...Dakara kimi ga iku no mae ni... Iitakatta... Demo.. Kore ga saigo nante.. Jinsei tte.. hidoi da na.."