l am a freshman studying in Shanghai .Firstly l must say Shanghai is a wonderful，amazing and alluring city.Something you want just you have money and you can get it but l mean you must do it legally.However in this developed city ，I am uneasy because you always feel you don’t belong there .You just a guest not a host .Although in the future ，you have no chance whatsoever to stay .Actually I know this a sence of alarm that l can’t be a man as I expected but l also know life will never stop and me too .I try my best to do everything and look lightly the outcome.